Hm einer neuer text: See that life is going on. Have no fear cause all my hope is gone. Instead of dead or mental stagnation. I feel this rage. The boiling rage. Get the chance to draw the line but I can't risk to lose my mind. Living thoughts of this dying lie. I can't defy. Won't defy it. They say I'm self-destructive. But I don't They say I'm self-destructive. No I won't Don't want the draining of my veins. held the knife but you caused this pain. Inspite of that I'm begging for your love. Why then not so? Bitte kritisiert konstruktiv!