So, frisch von einer Musikhochschule zurück melde ich mich gleich mit 4 neuen Texten (keine Sorge, hier kommt erst mal nur einer zur Zeit ) Hier mal der Erste (Welcher ein wenig härter ist) : Betraying myself with a fake dignose Cursing it all over and over again Ive lost a piece of my promised land Everything I tried to forget Now crushes back against me and my fear And Im just getting Im just getting a total overdose Tearing me back and forth, up and down In a total overdose I seem to drown! In a total overdose I start to moan! Confronting differences I cant engage Getting no peace wherever I searched Just hurting myself more and more With a conclusion so difficult as life I step further into the dark And Im just getting Im just getting a total overdose Tearing me back and forth, up and down In a total overdose I seem to drown! In a total overdose I start to moan! Why do I rather sit alone in shadows? Watching lifes children play their game? Why do I rather mess up my mind with questions? When I know no answers will ever exist? So Im just getting Yes Im just getting... Nothing out of asking questions again! Yes Im just getting Nothing out of crying, because I couldnt change things! And Im just getting More down the more I spare a thought! And Im just getting A total overdose of things I couldnt change! Total overdose! Total overdose! Way too much! To cry about! Cant make a start! To turn out well! Cant make a start! To make a revival!